Last year was full of ups, downs & total clusterfucks.
Music has been my constant. For every mood there’s a song. Even when I can’t put my feels into words, somebody can.
I haven’t been around much this last month or so. After my relationships broke up, I fell into a deep black hole.
I crawled into my head & blamed myself. I got drunk, I screamed & I decided to “show him”.
Somewhere in all that I did something good for me.
I know it sounds crazy, but the best thing I did was change my profile on Fetlife & post an ad.
Yes, I’m wading through the requisite assholes & pervy guys. But there ARE some nice ones too.
I’m not giving up just because of one rotten relationship.