Last year was full of ups, downs & total clusterfucks.
Music has been my constant. For every mood there’s a song. Even when I can’t put my feels into words, somebody can.
I haven’t been around much this last month or so. After my relationships broke up, I fell into a deep black hole.
I crawled into my head & blamed myself. I got drunk, I screamed & I decided to “show him”.
Somewhere in all that I did something good for me.
I know it sounds crazy, but the best thing I did was change my profile on Fetlife & post an ad.
Yes, I’m wading through the requisite assholes & pervy guys. But there ARE some nice ones too.
I’m not giving up just because of one rotten relationship.
I wish you success. I met my Queen doing the internet thing. Life has been better ever since!
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I met my ex-wife online almost 15 years ago.
This is the first time I’ve looked for someone without giving up pieces of myself to make them happy.
I might be submissive but I’m not going to be a doormat anymore.
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I wish you well and am glad that you are back 😊
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Thanks.
I finally realized that if I stayed in that hole, I was still giving him all my power but getting nothing in return.
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I get that. Even a submissive has to take control sometimes 😊
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